Junkyard Days

We all have them. Days when we feel useless and broken. We are sad. We want to just stay in our pajamas and read or watch TV. We want to forget how we are not progressing on our “to-do” list and feel guilty.

Like today, for example. The weather is cloudy and cold. The clouds are gray and thick, not allowing the sunshine through. Gloomy. Housework needs to be done, and meals planned. Guess what? I do not care. I only feel like cleaning when it’s sunny. It’s no fun to plan meals that you cannot eat. Who am I kidding? It is NEVER fun to plan meals, especially when the people you cook for answer your question, “What do you want for dinner?” with one of three answers:
1. I don’t know, 2. I don’t care, or 3. Whatever.

Two can play that game. When he comes in from his shop and asks, “What’s for dinner?” I could give him one of the 3 answers and see how he likes it. That would be fun but, at the same time, in bad taste. I am trying hard to be gracious instead of sarcastic, to be kind and not snotty. In a nutshell – this is very difficult for me.

Let Me Introduce You to My Inner Child

Rest assured, long-time readers, that graciousness and kindness only extend to humans and their pets. I will write a sarcastic and snotty letter to the Utility company when warranted. It’s what I love to do. I just can’t help it. It’s not only Utility Companies and Government Agencies that force me to rant. I have been dealing with a situation in the past couple of weeks that you will soon hear about, I am sure.

I am too embroiled in it to take the time to rant today. Even though it is a particularly Junkyardy day.

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Funny You Should Ask…

Bloganuary writing prompt
What’s the thing you’re most scared to do? What would it take to get you to do it?

Drive at night in places I’m not used to. I get lost in bright daylight, and I can’t see well at night. I stopped driving at night a couple of years ago when I kept getting lost going home in my own town!

Just 2 weeks ago, I drove for an hour in the complete darkness of mountain roads, country highways, and narrow bridges. What it took me to do this was that Hubby asked me to take him to the ER. He had a horribly bloody nose that he could not stop for two and a half hours. [I thought he had gone to bed early]

He never would have asked me to take him anywhere at night – my driving in the daylight scares him enough – unless it was serious. I was shaking with adrenaline. I drove faster than a ‘blind’ woman should. I’m happy to report we made it both ways unscathed except mentally. It took me hours to unwind and work out all that adrenaline.

While thanking God, I asked him to give my guardian angel a promotion.

Winning Ticket

Bloganuary writing prompt
What would you do if you won the lottery?

Do you mean after I screamed, then double-checked the numbers, and screamed again?

I would pay off my house.
I would pay my granddaughter’s college tuition.
I would finally have a decent wardrobe.
I would upgrade my computer & software.
I would surprise loved ones with gifts whenever I felt like it.